Can you please unban me i have learnt from my mistakes and I have learned griefing is bad and Im so lonely and alone now without this server can you please unban me and if I break anyrules you can ban me

My discord isBeridius#4159

Hey, I think staff would appreciate it if you put your ban appeal like it is in "Guide] How to post a ban appeal" 
Because if you can't follow those rules, how will we know you'll follow the servers rules?