If I buy the beta is what I would always be ban perm ?

Please don't spam on the forums. You only need to ask it once. I shall wait for a moderator to deal with this situation.  Also use grammar else others won't understand what you are talking about.

But I am perm banned and I would like to pay the beta to play on the server I would always be banished ?

 You can buy beta but you won't be able to play on the server

So sad